in love with life...

i need an advice...you see, for soooo many months now i've been looking for a job, hopefully something that i'll be passionate about, and so far i haven't found it BUT right now i have two job offers...this is the dilemma guys, i need to choose before the end of this week! both are contractual jobs, the event job is for three months while the researcher job is for three weeks. i know your intial choice would have to be the event job but i'm having second thoughts about it coz aside from it's located in moa(mall of asia), na medyo mahirap sumakay papunta dun at pauwi dito, my work schedule there is 6 days a week(8 hours a day) and it's not a typical 8 hours ha kasi my work time will be base sa mall hours and shifting pa, so there's chance na umuwi ako ng super late which is scary coz i'm not familiar with the place! they also told us that during work hours we have to stand almost all the time coz of the nature of the job...wow yun diba, kamusta na kaya ang veins ko sa paa nun after three months..haha! also, unfortunately for me, i need to buy black or white pants and top coz those are the only colors they permit us to wear...hay! but here's the good part naman about the event job...there's a POSSIBILITY, depends on my performance, na ipadala nila ako sa davao next year after the moa event...exciting yun diba...davaaaaao! haha!

okay, about naman sa researcher job...even though it's a three week job, there's also a POSSIBILITY for me, depends on my performance and if they still need a researcher, to be a probationary employee of this multinational company in ortigas that also handle events. aside from that, it's a 9 to 6 job and i don't need to buy clothes coz they're not strict naman sa damit, infact they have a wash day which is gimmick day..friday! haha! but the thing is, what if after three weeks di nila i-renew or gawin akong probationary...saklaaaf nun! i know i should be optimistic pero i can't help it, ganun talaga ako minsan eh. like i always tell to my friend hacob, sometimes we need to expect the unexpected! so yun, that's my dilemma, which job should i choose...sorry kung nababawan kayo ha. i know there are a lot of people out there na mas matindi pa ang problema kesa sa akin pero ang problema whether maliit or malaki eh problema pa rin..hahaha! so feel free to give me an advice ha...thanks in advance! godbless us all! =)